The "P" word

Caleb's ear infection isn't clearing up, so I took him in to see his pediatrician this morning. She prescribed a stronger antibiotic, and she also checked out a rash that he has had on his back for the last few days. The pediatrician we saw on Saturday thought the rash was probably caused by a virus. Caleb's pediatrician agreed, but there were a few other little red spots she was more concerned about. She said the word I didn't want to hear... the "p" word... petechiae. I've educated myself on all things Down syndrome over the last eighteen months, so I know that petechiae can be a sign of leukemia. It can also be lots of other things, but that's the one my mind instantly went to. Kids who have Down syndrome are 20 times more likely to get childhood leukemia. I was terrified. I started crying. The pediatrician told me that it might be related to Caleb's virus and that we shouldn't worry yet, but I think she totally understood why I was already going there. She sent us to the lab for a CBC and requested that they "rush" the results. 

So what's petechiae? They are tiny red spots that are caused by broken capillaries under the skin. The Mayo Clinic has some good info on what causes it and what all it could indicate... http://www.mayoclinic.org/symptoms/petechiae/basics/definition/sym-20050724

After a couple tear-filled and prayer-filled hours, the nurse called. Caleb's platelet count is normal. His white count is low, but that could be because his body is fighting the ear infection. Caleb will have another CBC done in a month when he's feeling better.

I heard Citizen Way's song "How Sweet The Sound" on the radio when I was waiting for the results. One of the lines in the song is from Psalm 23:4... Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will not be afraid, for you are close beside me. Your rod and your staff protect and comfort me. 

I am so thankful that we've avoided this "valley" for now. I'm even more thankful that no matter what may come our way, I have a Savior who will always protect and comfort me.